I want
I want the grit
and the heart
I want the warrior
and the warmth
Control vs Love
Ah – control vs love, possibly one of the biggest challenges we face – learning to love, whilst being vulnerable enough to know that we can’t control how that love, and consequently we, is / are received.
Adulting
I pride myself on being open – open-minded, and open-hearted. It’s not easy to live by the principles you tell you clients about: to be completely honest, to show yourself, to be vulnerable, to feel the feelings and learn to accept every part of yourself.
Sometimes it feels like an uphill battle and I just want to run away from the difficult emotions and pretend I’m fine when I’m not.
Being here, now
I often find myself in that space between wanting to live in the moment, and wondering if living in the moment is a way for me to avoid life and it’s inevitable responsibilities.
Sitting
If you could only sit with it for a minute,
This feeling you’re avoiding so well
It would lose all it’s power over you
And you would finally know what it feels like to feel free